

Last weekend I went to trade learning days at work. I went to a class the Trauma Informed Teacher. I seriously almost didn't go, I was worn down, I wanted to be non existent in my bed. But I also know that it would be really good and that Stacey was going. SO I got ready brushed my hair and made it there. I saw a few coworkers in the lobby they were complaining and blah blag I said wel have fun I am going to find my class.
And down that hall I found my class and walked in and was warmly greeted. I was glad that I was there, there was a kindness, there was small conversation. I was nervous, worried that I don't know enough that I am not smart enough. He was open and warm he even sat down and ate breakfast at the next table as we talked what I did my job how I loved it. His job what he did ..it was nice he was listening and heard me. Others started to enter he greeted each one with a genuineness, he was glad we were there. There was a passion in what he was doing. I was more than glad I pulled myself out of bed to be there. I felt like I belonged there, and that is a great feeling. When he looked at you , he saw you. I was impressed there were so many things that day that I was impressed with. In the first few minutes it was like what happened mattered and was important and my heart was open and listening. HE said its less about why and more about "What happened to you" oh my goodness. There were so many awesome things, a caring an understanding everyone mattered in that room we were acknowledged. Oh its always the little things that mean the world. I held my heart together then he started to share some quotes from little's that were seen and heard and there were a few that he felt with his whole heart and that is why those children were able to heal to be safe and sound. And for me the tears started and I thought I wonder if he would see me ?!?!
I let the day sink in, my brain was a little overloaded, thinking about how I could help my friends how could I make things better for them. And then Monday came and I sent him an email to school thinking him , sharing how impact-full that it was and how it made a difference and I without hesitation told him about my speak your silence grant and asked if that was something he would be willing to do. And with out thinking I hit send. What was the worst that could happen he could tell me no. My heart was beating so fast, and then the reply.
Sherri,
Thank you so much for your very kind words. I really enjoyed visiting with you and only wish there had been more time.
I am honored that you would think to ask about the possibility of using the grant you mentioned for further counseling. I would love to find out how to make this happen for you. Please feel free to share whatever information I need in order to set this up.
You story touches me. More than that, your story tells me of your personal resolve and resilience. You have accomplished much!
Thank you for taking the time to share a part of your story. Thank you for your courage.
Please let me know what we must do next and I will do my part.
You take care.
Respectfully,

I heart your heart.
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