Sunday, January 26, 2025

If Only you knew

 If only you knew

Would you still treat me the same

If only you knew

Would you still want to be my friend 

If only you knew 

that every day I wake up scared and afraid that this might be the day that I crumble

If only you knew 

that I take all your words to heart, would you be a little kinder

the bad ones more than good ones just so you know

If you only knew 

the pictures that I still see and the hands that I still feel 

Would you still be my friend 

If I said I wasn't fine, would you just be with me 

The nightmares and flashbacks feel like they are in the here and now

would you run, if I told you? 

would you Sit and listen?  talk to me like before? 

Can you handle my dark?  NO really!! I need to know

If you only knew just how dark it gets, would that matter?  

Would you take the time to listen if you knew just how not ok, that I felt sometimes. 


I heart your heart. 


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