There is nothing simple about me.
A simple bath to relax and soak.
No, for me it is not that simple
just being there, trying to relax
there is a dark that creeps in
It starts in the corner of my eyes
and tunnel vision sets in
until there is so little light
And the feeling of intense danger
I just go away
To a place that is safe and warm
far away from any memory or harm
Sometimes I can reach for the light and quickly get out of the so dark place
Other times it's so fast, I get lost and forget to shave a leg or rinse the shampoo
Someday I hope I can just have a bath that is just a bath.
And there won't be a need for my world to go black.
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