My Job Discription

I was brought up to believe that so many things were my job.  For me growing up there were things that were always on my plate; things that I always had to take care of.  Things that were meant for adults. Cares and worries that were mine were things meant for others, for adults for people that were older and could take those kind of things on.  My job always included adult things, with adult responsibilities. My job was a secret keeper and the toll that ; that took on my little heart and mind are things that I will carry forever.  I had jobs and responsibilities that no human should ever have yet I had them from as far back as I could remember.  So if I had an ad , that could portray what was needed, wanted this is what it would be.

Job Description 

Job Title : Child

Department: Family 

Supervisor: Mother and Father 

General Job Description : 

Protect all children and animals that are near. 

Always smile. 

Make everyone else happy.

Take care of everyone's feelings

Know that your needs don't matter. 

Know how very unworthy you are. 

Know that you are a secret keeper. 

Know that no one believed you anyway.

Know that you are to be seen as everything Happy.  

You are not allowed to say no.  

You will take care of household needs as well as the needs of the father.

Major Duties and Responsibilities:

You must always be happy. 
You must follow all the rules.
Play is not an option no one wants to play with you if you have this position anyway,
You must not make noise, or need anything.
You must need little sleep,
You must walk quietly, and not make a mess.
Don't ever leave your toys out.  You must go to bed with your father
and just do the things that he wants you to. 
Don't cry or ask for help, those are just things that happen. 
You must keep secrets and do what you are told.  You will always watch and listen.
Be prepared for anything at any time.
People will hurt you and there will be no help. 
You must be strong, because even as little as you are ,
you're on your own navigating ALL things .
  Don't forget that what is a rule one day may change and be something different the next. 
AT ALL COSTS make others Happy.
Smile and say that you are fine even when you are not,
you don't want to be a bother or a pest. 
Remember to just stay out of the way. 
Know that your needs are not important.
Don't get too comfortable because comfort never lasts long,
and people always leave. 
You must learn to see the little things in life to get you through.
  Notice the trees and the birds. Notice the big clouds, and the swaying trees;
those are the things that will help you survive.

Minor Duties: 

See Above 

Qualifications for the Job

Education : None 

Experience : Must be willing to endure tragedy and keep going.
Must survive the unimaginable.

Other Qualifications:
Must be willing to experience the worst kind of Trauma and
keep going like nothing has happened.
You must have a high pain tolerance and be able to clean up after others.

Key Competency Required : Survival

Physical Requirements :

You must have a strong heart. You must be willing to endure the evil unimaginable
know there will be no escape.
There is no place for crying with this job either. 
If something happens deal with it and move on.
You must be able to create a safe place somewhere, for your mind to go,
when the monsters attack your very soul. 
You have to close your eyes and imagine those places,
where your heart is cared for
and your body doesn't hurt.

This. This is so incredibly sad, My heart hurts. This was all my job.

I heart your heart.